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what are you thinking? by grendel022688, literature

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what are you thinking?

I hear the songs you love I wonder who you're thinking of I hope for the best But I expect what always happens Chasing kites without their strings Boxes full of broken things What are you thinking? What are you feeling? An arm's distance at best Always keeps you safe But it also always keeps you From figuring out okay I know the heart you feel with It was beating next to mine When we were watching the world And all its tragic designs Chasing kites without their strings Boxes full of broken things What are you thinking? What are you feeling? I'm a little messed up but that's ok Who needs sanity anyway? I always confuse yo

guitars always know how i feel by grendel022688, literature

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guitars always know how i feel

a guitar will weep with me over the sorrow of my soul and the world i never knew a guitar will scream with me over my own reflection over the way the world is a guitar will sing with me over how beautiful the world can be despite all the tragedies a guitar will hold me with a sweet melody as i wish to be held a guitar will dance with me with a spicy spanish riff as i need to dance within the rain a guitar will love me as i love a guitar in a way that can't be explained

push comes to shove by grendel022688, literature

Alone by grendel022688, literature

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Alone

I walk around this city Knowing how people see me It makes me sad that I can't do anything about it I look into the sad eyes of another girl And at the same time that i know that feeling I can't identify, i've never cried for those reasons I've never had that chance I walk on I watch boys fighting in the neighborhood Over some girl or something else trivial I can't identify, I've never felt like that I've never been like them I walk on I walk into a club and see girls kissing I feel sad because I'm excluded because of my looks I don't know what makes me different I wish it wasn't so I walk on I later see boys kissing I feel

anniversary of my death by grendel022688, literature

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anniversary of my death

is it the anniversary already dear of when i spread my legs and you spread them further taking more than i wanted to give breaking me down and my will to live i still hate the smell of latex the last time it was on my fingers I couldn't forget maybe it was because of what was done to you maybe it was an accident i hope you never forget either how i bled after and you laughed how i said it felt wrong and you laughed how i writhed in pain and didnt want you to touch me and you laughed about it later i will never be the same after you but in a way thank you it was the final nail in the coffin and now i can move on with my

We still have each other by grendel022688, literature

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We still have each other

I'll make you a deal I'll be me and You be you And if we part ways By tellin the truth Then at least At the end of the day There's no regrets We found ourselves While lookin for our sets And as i grow metal As I grow my hair Maybe throw a few Funny colors in there And as you clean up Trying to cover the holes From bullets and piercings Trying to find yourself At least there's no regrets And at least we'll never forget We have each other At least until one of us dies And if we're true to ourselves Then we'll be immortalized In the hearts and minds Of the people we touched Even if the stone fades And the gates turn to

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what are you thinking? by grendel022688, literature

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what are you thinking?

guitars always know how i feel by grendel022688, literature

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guitars always know how i feel

push comes to shove by grendel022688, literature

Alone by grendel022688, literature

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Alone

anniversary of my death by grendel022688, literature

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anniversary of my death

We still have each other by grendel022688, literature

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We still have each other

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Feb 26, 1988
United States
Deviant for 19 years
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I'm 22 and really jaded but trying not to be. I believe love is a gift, and whoever I find myself with, if they share my values, I will be grateful. I also believe that there is beauty in everything, but it's easiest to see in art. I have a strange version of beauty, it's the scar that tells a thousand more things than the unmarred body, the pierced body, the tatooed body, all explanations of a past otherwise unexplained.

Current Residence: Insert cheeky residence like candyland
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
Favourite genre of music: usually rock, but i listen to a bit of everything
Favourite photographer: pixie
Favourite style of art: my own
Operating System: fav: win 95 se; current: win xp (sadly)
MP3 player of choice: the one that works for free
Shell of choice: turtles
Wallpaper of choice: paint
Skin of choice: my own
Favourite cartoon character: changes with my mood
Personal Quote: "life's a b**** so get a leash"

Favourite Visual Artist

McFarlane, Kirby, the artist for Gambit that i can't read the sig of, and some others not in co

Favourite Movies

big green, walking tall, blade runner, replacements, boondock saints, and what else i've seen a

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

groovie ghoulies, everlast, flogging molly, garbage, 90's tunes

Favourite Writers

poe, sun tzu, emily dickenson, william gibson, and not a lot of others i can remember

Favourite Games

at the moment, demikids

Favourite Gaming Platform

sega genesis, snes, gba, ds

Tools of the Trade

pencil, paper, eraser, and imagination

Other Interests

I'll put something cheeky here later

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grendel022688

Aug 3, 2010

What's important to me

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I'm planning on doing a visual art project that will probably bother a lot of people.  I'm not sure why i think it will, but i think it will.  It will probably also inspire a lot of people.  I'm not doing this project for anyone but myself.  I NEED to do this project, because i have no other way of expressing how I feel.  I've tried so many times to do this with words, but it just doesn't work.  I don't have a clue if this will make me feel any better, and in all honesty, it probably won't, but it will help me deal with how I'm feeling, and that is why I'm going to do it.